WHO AM I ? A LITTLE SECRET ABOUT FACING 20
YEARS OLD.
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| I am 19 th Years Old Already |
My name
is Hilma Nurfahmiati, and I'm 19 years old.
Compared
to other kids, I haven't had that many hardships, Not really.
You know,
Stuff has happened, sure ! But stuff always happens, right?
But the
real challenge in my life, the real hardship.. is me, It's always been me.
As long
as I can remember, I've never not been afraid.
Afraid of
failure…
letting
people down…
hurting
people…
getting
hun !
If I kept
my guard up and
focused
on other things, other people
If I
couldn't even feel it, then no harm would come to me.
I screwed
up.
Not only
did I shut out the pain, I shut out everything
the good
and the bad. Until there was nothing.
It's fine
to just live in the now, but the best part about now
is
there's another one tomorrow..
And I'm
gonna stand making them count !
Makassar, April 2015
